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Quoting: Originally posted by jentee
Curious. Perhaps surrounding myself with people who relate to being parents is a better choice. Because it seems that many single men my age are looking for 20 somethings with no kids. Hmmmm that is very interesting. No, not interesting, funny, hysterical even. I couldn't even imagine dating men that young. Ya, the sex would be freaking awesome I am sure, but I want someone to relate to my brain and being as well! And another thing, I am not looking for someone to have a once a month date with. I am to the point in my life where that is more of a pain in the butt rather than fun. Heaven forbid I let myself actually like this person because it will go nowhere. Do people really do that and enjoy it? Ugh! I want to let myself go when I am with someone. I want to feel the sparks and get raw emotion on the table. I am like that. It just isn't worth it to me to do something unless I REALLY DO IT! Why put half effort into it? Waste of time.
Obviously I have bruises. But, they are healing and I have learned more about myself in the past 6 months than I have known about me for years. With that information, I am back on my board and am ready to ride the wave. God that was corny. Barf!
So, welcome to my world. Sit back relax, enjoy the read. Want a beer?
Curious. Perhaps surrounding myself with people who relate to being parents is a better choice. Because it seems that many single men my age are looking for 20 somethings with no kids. Hmmmm that is very interesting. No, not interesting, funny, hysterical even. I couldn't even imagine dating men that young. Ya, the sex would be freaking awesome I am sure, but I want someone to relate to my brain and being as well! And another thing, I am not looking for someone to have a once a month date with. I am to the point in my life where that is more of a pain in the butt rather than fun. Heaven forbid I let myself actually like this person because it will go nowhere. Do people really do that and enjoy it? Ugh! I want to let myself go when I am with someone. I want to feel the sparks and get raw emotion on the table. I am like that. It just isn't worth it to me to do something unless I REALLY DO IT! Why put half effort into it? Waste of time.
Obviously I have bruises. But, they are healing and I have learned more about myself in the past 6 months than I have known about me for years. With that information, I am back on my board and am ready to ride the wave. God that was corny. Barf!
So, welcome to my world. Sit back relax, enjoy the read. Want a beer?
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